Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Three months? Really?!

I check my blog periodically, but I can't believe how long it's been since I gave it a post. Sad. Sad. Sad. I started it so that friends and family could keep in touch and informed with our happenings. Since the last real post we've had numerous field trips, recorded events, and milestones met. I, however, have also had a huge load of school and church and lessons and family and house duties (... I said duties - haha!). Before the end of the summer, I have the intention of updating this thing so I hope you'll all come back to me.

Right now, I'm pulling an all-nighter because my planner and I are on the outs and I keep forgetting about things. Today, I was supposed to go to the junior high for observation, but stupidly planned on having an hour and a half of lessons, plus I volunteered to babysit the neighbor's kindergartner. What the crap! Get with it! I haven't been this unorganized with my time in years. I keep having a reoccurring panic attack that revolves around my lack of organization. I look around my house and think, "How are we supposed to live in this? How long is this going to take to clean up? How did it get so bad?" I'm running on no sleep with anxiety, all the while trying to juggle kids, husband, work and school.

I'm determined to be positive through it all, but I'm bound to have a bad day once in a while, right? Well, today is that day. Breathe. Breathe.